Amaran – 24 Pills

If I was brave I’d shut my mouth

Put an end to our fights

I’d jump into a neon light

Taste the concrete and break my bones

I could be born again

As one of your lucky strikes

If I wouldn’t fuck up my

mind from time to time…

Constantly, I would drive myself insane

I was always the December girl

I never noticed them at all

I slept through the summer

And was drunk through the fall

I am beautiful in the dark

Everyone can be beautiful

in the spotlight

From far below

All the praise falls to the floor

I stand empty handed

waiting for a little more

I pop 24 pills a day, 8 with every meal

Just to make it to the next place