Living life, don’t you cry. my life — pain is god.
Many nights, painful thoughts occur. love me — again i’m wrong.
In denial i tried to be your friend. i tried to be a good boy.
All i see, a hate deep inside. startle me, someone save me.
Now these memories
Still i hide
They bury me
All i want to do…. (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you…. (so i beat and stab and fuck her)
Looking back i was never ever right. you were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight. i would come walkin’ in and i’d say, “hello,” but you’d slap me and make some fucked-u
Ment about my clothes. but i tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. so i popped some more caps in your ass. now your son is such a
— motherfucking bitch never try to play me!
You make my life — not so….
All i want to do….
Is kill you….
All i want to do…. (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you…. (so i beat and stab and fuck her)
Wish! you! were dead! now!
How…. i know
How can i cry over someone i never loved?
How can i cry over someone i never loved?
Never loved…. never loved