Staind – It’s Been Awhile

And it’s been awhile

Since i could hold my head up high

And it’s been awhile

Since i first saw you

And it’s been awhile

Since i could stand on my own two feet again

And it’s been awhile

Since i could call you

And everything i can’t remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that i’ve rendered

I’ve stretched myself beyond my means

And it’s been awhile

Since i can say that i wasn’t addicted

And it’s been awhile

Since i can say i love myself as well

And it’s been awhile

Since i’ve gone and fucked things up just like i always do

And it’s been awhile

But all that shit seems to disappear when i’m with you

And everything i can’t remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that i’ve rendered

I’ve gone and fucked things up again

Why must i feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day!

And it’s been awhile

Since i could look at myself straight

And it’s been awhile

Since i said i’m sorry

And it’s been awhile

Since i’ve seen the way the candles light your face

And it’s been awhile

But i can still remember just the way you taste

And everything i can’t remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be i know it’s me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me

And it’s been awhile

Since i could hold my head up high

And it’s been awhile

Since i said i’m sorry