Deciding Tonight – What I've Become

And I hate what I've become

Childhood photographs are faded like the memories

Lost inside my head

Because I sold my soul for cheap

In exchange for empty promises

They've all been broken

He came to me in my sleep

How can I turn this all around?

How can I turn it inside out?

Will I ever be okay?

How can I turn this all around?

How can I turn it inside out?

A shot in the dark is all I have

If I am what you say

Take what's left and run away

And if i am what you say

Then why are you still here? Run away

If i am what you say

Take what's left and run away

Maybe I was marked for martyrdom from birth

Maybe I was made to leave my mark on this planet

Losing it all in the process

They say that hell is for sinners

I say it's for those who never had a shot